Why I Needed a Donor Organ
I have hepatitis C and I have been on the transplant list for a liver for 5 years. I went through 2 rounds of interferon and ribavirin. It didn't work and the side effects were devastating. I had many blood transfusions and had to have my gallbladder removed which actually made things worse. The doctor also did a liver biopsy and I had complications that sent me back to the emergency room. My liver enlarged enormously practically overnight from the surgery. I was told I had stage 4 cirrhosis.
How I Am Doing
I am doing well emotionally and spiritually. I lost my great paying stressful job but I get by. I don't miss the job. I quit relying on doctors to provide all of the answers for me and listened to the voice inside of me that said to start healing myself. I started out getting acupuncture, learned Deep Theta Healing. I am a Reiki Master and have learned other healing modalities as well. Now I give and receive a lot of energy healing work. We trade. I meditate. The Universe has provided me with new friends who are exceptional healers. I have recently started doing Hsin Tao which is a wonderful modality. I don't know were I am at on the list and don't care. I see my doctors and get my blood work CT scans and all of those fun monitoring things. My M.E.L.D. score has dropped a bit and I have had to learn to pace myself. I used to go to support groups but now I go to meditations, Deeksha, Gong baths. I surround myself with positive, spiritual seekers and I feel blessed. My intuition and spiritual gifts are off the hook!
Lessons Learned
- I have learned that The Shadow, the darkness can be a gift in itself. For me it was the beginning of an amazing journey. An awakening from my higher self, A wake up call that we are not powerless.
- I wake up in the morning in gratitude asking what can I do to make the world a better place and it comes back to me 1000 fold in joy.
- We are all blessed with free will. If we choose to ask the creator "How can I live my life to it's fullest in this life on earth?"
- If you are brave enough to surrender and trust the universe, you will have absolute truth, real love and all things to fulfill your soul's desires.
Additional Comments
Live life intentionally, joyfully, take walks, get a pet, inspire others, activate the beauty and co-creator within yourself. Lose the anger and self pity. That is toxic. When you catch yourself in that place,(we all do) cancel and transmute the thoughts and emotions.
Much Love and Blessings to all.
