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I was a married Scottish woman
I was an observer of the past but knowing I was looking at myself. I was in a Great hall or center room of a large stone castle or keep. A fire was burning in a huge fireplace but did little to warm me. I was seated at a long plank table with a big leather journal that I knew was the household ledger. Still observing, I looked around the room. There lay several skinny hounds by the fire. There was straw on the stone floors and big rugs or tapestries on the walls. The only subject of these tapestries I remember is fighting. I am alone in the room but for the dogs. I am in deep despair over the ledgers. My husband shouldn't have left me to run the castle, and go off fighting for the King. We had no rain and the crops failed. I had given out all of the grain to our village but it was not enough. We were all starving. And it was my fault! The heavy feeling of guilt was so horrible I ca still feel it now in the retelling. My Parents and other family that lived with us would all die because I was unable to provide for them. My fault, My fault. That's all I kept hearing. Then with a start I realized that I was pregnant! My child would die too! I dropped my head to the table to cry uncontrollably. The last thought I had before coming back was," I couldn't save them this time either." I was 19 in that castle. Later in discussing this Past life experience we noted that my parents had died young in this life too and I had some guilt over them dying. I am also thin but with big appetites and stomach problems. Since this regression my stomach problems have lessened. Oh yes one last thing. This was in Scotland. In this life both my Grandfathers where from Scotland. But I never knew them, they died before I was born. I know this to be a true past life memory.
Submitted by: Starseed, July 31, 2000
How
did you come by this memory?
Aided by Therapist / Healer
Did you learn anything about yourself
from this experience that has helped you understand yourself better?
Yes
What was your experience?
I have had both types of past lives experiences. Both kinds were equally
intense.
