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was a young married woman living in NY in the 1920s
Memory: I have seemingly originless memories. I am angry and I do not recognize myself when I look in the mirror. I have recurring dreams, I wake up horrified and I can smell smoke in my room but there really is none. HERE IS WHAT I "REMEMBER" is not my life now: I wore extravagant dresses and lived a exciting life a long time ago when things were very different. There is an orange dress I liked very much that makes me think it must be the 1920s. People didn't like me, they thought I was too opinionated and they don't like my unwillingness to conform. I am fairly young and I have a husband. He is a writer but he is also in the military or something. We go to new York because he loves it there but I don't quite feel at home, I miss my family. I am frustrated because I am also a writer and I feel no one takes me seriously because I am a woman. No one understands me and I want to move away. In latter memories of what seems to be the same life time, I have a small child, a girl I believe but I think she has a boyish name, she is picky and cries all the time, I like to paint, me and my husband drive a very fancy car for our time and stay in fancy hotels. He is often gone and I am alone. I feel angry and misunderstood. I am only 20 and I have no idea where these memories come from, I've never really told any one about them because I cant make sense of them myself.
Submitted Aug 15, 2002
failme@hotmail.com
How
did you come by this memory?
I just know
Did you learn anything about yourself
from this experience that has helped you understand yourself better?
Not sure
Did you experience actually being this person or were
you viewing a past life as an observer?
I felt I was living as this person
